I'm kind of all messed up.

I don't really know if I should get into this but I am having some weird medical issues. I am not %100 what the issue is but I know it has something to do with the psychiatric meds I was on and stopped taking and possibly my thyroid.

I am skipping tonight's show because of the grief this whole this is causing me. I dunno if you guys just saw me crying in the bathtub but I am sure you can tell I am being and have been pretty emotional lately. I should be fine for the shows during the rest of the week. I just need some time to reflect on what might be causing these problems. I may write an even more detailed entry about this if you guys are really curious but like it's not "sexy". Ha now it sound like I have a venereal disease or something. But I can assure you that is totally not the case.

Let me know if you are interested in hearing about it because I have no problems letting you guys in if you feel like you can be sensitive to what I am facing.