Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Tonight's show is canceled because I have sooooooo much to do I could puke.

First of all you guys all know I am behind on everything business wise and also in my daily life. Stuff like cleaning my effing house... ect.

So I am taking tonight off to get a few things done. If I don't get them done I might as well explode.

I have some type of an appointment everyday this week. With doctors, a speech therapist, my regular therapist and I also failed to make it to my appointment to get my blood tested today so I have to do that as well.

Tonight I need to:
1. Not drink (but I probably will)
2. Organize the fucking house
3. Edit a video
4. Wash my hair
5. Catch up on my marketing
6. Answer emails (I have over 1000 sitting in my inbox at this time)
7. Whiten my teeth

The last few days was pure HELL trying to get that rude pix embed back up. I know if was down a few days and I totally apologize but see like you have to add sets to it ever so often to keep it "active" and like that's usually not an issue but because I have been ill and in the hospital and thus became so behind I failed to update it in time and to get it back up I had to get three photo sets up on it to make it active again and well... I had to edit the lighting and everything in those photos first and it takes me about an hour and a half to edit about 12 pics. It was very trying on my nerves and attention span and I am spent!

I need a break!

I love you guys so much and I love my site so much but no one knows how much work it truly is to run a site like mine. It's much more that a full time job and it does not pay nearly as much as one might think:(

I'll be in chat tomorrow though! It will be a 3D chat so I will see you then!

Have a good night! :)

Jess