Sup Dudes? :D

Come see me modeling on Saturday!!! If you're in the area I mean... ;)

Also I just want all of you to know that I've been working through a major depression dealing with some really awful demons from my past this summer. Because of this my updates (as you probably have noticed...) have mainly been archives of my widescreen member shows that I do through YourDailyCams. :) This is a NEW feature! I will be archiving all of those shows from now on in the archives section that is accessible through the "Live Shows" page. Just click the big black box that says "Archives"!

But don't worry I am starting to feel a lot better. I kinda hit a bump in the road though... I'm kinda going through a break up of some sort right now which is bringing me back down... I say "kinda" cause I dunno if it's going to be FINAL because I do love this guy but he's just a huge jealous dick & I'm not sure I can take it anymore. We've gone through something like this before. Even though it's probably for the best I'm not sure how it will all end up in the end. :(

My plan is to be back to %100 in October. Maybe even September if these new meds work out! That means that instead of just archiving my "HD" member shows I'll also be catching up with my full HD videos again! I have several projects with those that need finishing. First I'll finish part 2 of the sexy wiccaphelia fetish video series for my homie Lamar! Then I have a suction cup dildo video to make and lastly a VERY NAUGHTY cheerleader video to create for ya'll! Both were member requests that I got at the end of Spring before my stupid Bipolar Disorder reared it's ugly head again.

Also you probably remember that I was trying to quit my Adderall at the beginning of the Summer... Well I totally failed at that but then last week my doctor just randomly took me off of it and put me on Wellbutrin instead. I guess doctors have been using Wellbutrin to treat ADD/ADHD recently? Uhhh well I just went with it because as I mentioned I HAVE been dealing with Bipolar Depression lately & I'm hoping this might help me kick that bullshit out of the water! :)

I've only been on Wellbutrin for a week so far but so far I am seriously starting to see an improvement. I've been feeling more motivated to clean & get things done around the apt again! You have no idea how great that feels... Depression is AWFUL! It's crippling. When it hits nothing can make you feel normal and it's hard to do everyday things like brush your teeth or even wash your face! I'm not telling you this to gross you out! Hahaha! I'm just trying to share how I've been feeling lately so hopefully you'll forgive me for not being as creative as I usually am with all my video updates & for skipping some of my HD shows (since those are the ones that I don't get paid for and thus don't get penalized for skipping...) because I seriously feel like the worse flakey bitch on earth... For those of you that have known me for a long time you know that's not the case. It's this shitty depression holding me down. :(

Uhhhhhh Oh! I also added another spy cam to the spy cams with sound embed today! I hope you enjoy that one! I'm also thinking about adding another on to the monitor on this desktop later on. What do you think? :)

Ohhhhh! Another thing I've been wanting to do is start camming on MFC. You guys know I usually only take privates from ya'll 2x a month here: http://UndressJess.com/privates & I'll continue to do those of course! But I'll also be doing group shows on MFC once I get everything I need to get started. Basically these are the rules I've come up with so far for MFC. Read them & tell me what you think!
1. I will never get any nakeder (Hahaha! Is that a word? Nope.) than topless. I'll do tipping countdowns to get each article of clothing off but I will ONLY ever be fully nude on here, my site! So The barest you'll ever see me on MFC will be topless in my sexy little panties. The reason I am doing it this way is because I wanna save my pussy for ya'll! Haha! But seriously you are my real homies & you deserve my cute pussy more than any cheat freeloaders that might be watching my live shows on MFC!
2. I will ONLY offer FULL NUDE private shows to members of UndressJess.com there. Ya'll will be able to take me private on there when I am offering privates. Kinda like on: http://UndressJess.com/privates ;) I might offer privates to non-members but only if they tip 200 credits FIRST in the free chat area. That is silly though... They should just become members here! Duh! :)
3. Other than those 2 main rules I'll be doing tip generated shows on there about 3x a week like, when I get to blah blah blah amount of tokens I'll do a baby oil hitachi show (over the panties! Like I said my pussy is ALL YOURS for here & NOT there!)& then I'll raise more tokens to do a sexy live bubble shower show where I might use my water proof wand that Tobes got me over my panties in the shower! So yeah... Lots of different things like that, games & some raffles too! So I hope you'll all join me over there when you can once I get started!

I plan on getting started there once I get the last 4 items I need off of my wish list! You could contribute by sending one of 'em? :) http://UndressJess.com/wishlist

I love you! You totally rock my world & make my panties wet! ;) Thanks for being so awesome to me! :D